Well, it feels weird to write about you. I rarely write or talk about friendship or my friends, but I feel like I have to get this out of my heart and my head. Cause It's driving me crazy. I just need to let it all out. You would probably think that this is cheesy.
I know you and everything else there is to love about you. And I know I'm not the only who does know these things too.
You are my bestfriend, and I'm yours too. I never really felt the feeling of being sad knowing that I share that title with a couple others. It's not easy being your best friend, but it sure is worth it. It's worth it despite the times that I feel unappreciated. It's worth it even if there are moments when I feel like I'm invisible or unnoticed.. (well most of the time) It's worth it because I'm doing this for you.. I'm not gonna lie, it does hurt me a little.
I know, I know it very well. I'm not your one and only bestfriend. But you're like a sister to me - whatever role you play in other people lives. And they're lucky to have such a good friend like you. They're lucky. and I'm lucky to have someone as wonderful as you in it.
Okay the thing is, it was never only me.. It was always me and someone else. For once in my life.. I just want to feel like I'm the only one. I'm sorry if you feel like I'm being selfish, but all my life I've been selfless. I grew up sharing everything I have.. you may think I'm childish, or attention seeking. But all I want is to be your friend. Your one and only friend.
But I guess I just have to accept the fact that I'm not the only one.
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